January 2010
Writing I suppose
just to write an entry. Worked out, thats about it. Now I’m listening to music, and waiting for this kid to text me I guess :) haha glad I’ve had people to keep my entertained lately I much enjoy it :)
Today I am
Tired. I may workout tonight if I do its only going to be for a tiny bit. Maybe biking or something and it’ll be later not right now. Blahhhhhh currently am enjoying listening to Emarosa though. I would really like this cd. Mom doesn’t have school monday wooot I guess. I have a feeling she may be annoying this weekend haha hopefully not. We’re suppose to go check out a gym...
Owww yet good ow
Just got done working out and with all that I’ve done this week with weight circuits.. i’m owing. Especially tonight my glutes already freaking hurt haha I did a 45 minute workout with a bunch of different circuits and biking and shit. I’m tired, and sore. We went to Ryans for dinner it was good, I tried eating healthy and I had little portions of everything that I ate. So yay...
Today
I ate alittle breakfast, I biked 7 miles while enjoying Anthony Bourdain no reservations<3 and I showered. And actually got dressed because I thought we were going out to dinner but I guess we can’t so I really want to be sweat pants on but mine are all dirty :( So they are being washed. Boo.. not sure what to do now with my free time.
jk my dad said we are still going to go to Ryans for...
“(972): You were so trashed that when you dropped your fruit rollup on the floor,...”
So far I've
eaten a healthy breakfast, and I just got done working out alittle bit. Hopefully dad and I will go for another walk today on the track! It’s suppose to be up near 50 degrees so I’m happy about that! I can’t wait til its like 70 again haha. But yeah thats about it so far. I’m sore and tired!
Dear Summer time,
can you come back again really soon? I hate this cold weather and it puts a damper on my mood all the time. I miss the heat and the sun burning my skin while laying out or just enjoying the day. I miss the green grass and the smells that come along with summer time. I also really miss being able to run outside and not freeze while I’m at it. I miss going outside a lot actually, urgh fuck...
End of my day
Worked out, and now I have to pee! Listening to Against Me! thats about it.
“There are things that cannot be undone. There are mistakes that will never be...”
– Against Me!
Tv happenings
Biggest Loser was sweet like awesome and we flipped back and forth with Bones! :) two of my favorite shows. But ohkay here we go, red team the wife pissed me off soooo fucking much! Just because you got immunity this week doesn’t mean you shouldn’t of worked hard like everybody else. You want to loose more weight next week, I hope you gain more fucking weight. Thats an insult fucking...
So far today
worked out alittle bit, relaxed, and then my dad and I just went for a mile walk on the track in the cold with snow still on the track. burrrr my nose got really cold! haha my hands are cold too but I’m going to go watch tv probably and eventually make myself some food.
asdfiasdi urgh
college is already feeling like a pain in my ass and I don’t even go to one yet. So I applied to UB but they sent me a letter in the mail like sometime after saying I also needed a teacher/counselor recommendation. Well I had no idea how the fuck to do that because I only applied to MCC senior year and nowhere else so I never needed one done. So I emailed the counselor and shit and she said...
Tonight.
whiskeygurll:
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I got a tattoo! Lol :) Nothing major…started out simple. i got 022499 (date my cousin died) on the back of my neck. i will be adding on to it once i move out and get more money haha. I have to hide this for two weeks and i need to find simple lotion to put on it haha. Uhmm Mariah, Traditional was closed when i got...
Tonight.
whiskeygurll:
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whiskeygurll:
I got a tattoo! Lol :) Nothing major…started out simple. i got 022499 (date my cousin died) on the back of my neck. i will be adding on to it once i move out and get more money haha. I have to hide this for two weeks and i need to find simple lotion to put on it haha. Uhmm Mariah, Traditional was closed when i got there so i ended up going to Crazy...
Tonight.
whiskeygurll:
I got a tattoo! Lol :) Nothing major…started out simple. i got 022499 (date my cousin died) on the back of my neck. i will be adding on to it once i move out and get more money haha. I have to hide this for two weeks and i need to find simple lotion to put on it haha. Uhmm Mariah, Traditional was closed when i got there so i ended up going to Crazy Joes just down the road. SO all...
Shower time
I ate some bacon for dinner. Bad bad bad. I worked out though, did a couple circuits in my new workout dvd and sweated my ass off so now I’m going to go shower!:)
“Can anybody tell me why God won’t speak to me? Why Jesus never called on...”
– Against Me!
Christy!
Hey girl good for you! I’m proud of you! and I’m sorry your birthday sucked! :( Men are fucking pigs its disgusting haha i’m with you there on that boat! Things will get better though I’m sure and at least you don’t have the stress of John anymore really cause you’re single!
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whiskeygurll:
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getting inked tonight!!!?!?!??? :)
werd! what are ya guna do?! and where are you going to gooo
Depends on how much money i have haha but um i was going to ask you if you think the Ultimate is a good place to go or if i should go to that place in avon you use to go to cause im going with teddy tonight and hes...
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whiskeygurll:
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whiskeygurll:
getting inked tonight!!!?!?!??? :)
werd! what are ya guna do?! and where are you going to gooo
Depends on how much money i have haha but um i was going to ask you if you think the Ultimate is a good place to go or if i should go to that place in avon you use to go to cause im going with teddy tonight and hes from avon so yah lol but i would...
eeeekkk
whiskeygurll:
getting inked tonight!!!?!?!??? :)
werd! what are ya guna do?! and where are you going to gooo
YAY!
finally was able to download some videos on facebook haha I’m going to download one from my 18th bday but it’ll take a bit cause its like 5 minutes long. but anywho went to walmart with dad and bought myself a new workout dvd :D I haven’t even eaten breakfast yet I’m hungry! now it’s like lunch time and this morning I accidentally swallowed a tiny bit of mouthwash :(...
I'm done.
This may be a mean mean rant towards boys but at the moment I couldn’t really give a fuck. So I get texts at 6:30 this morning and thank you for showing me that you are just like every other fucking guy in the world. A fucking jackass. I never want to talk to you again and you think I shouldn’t be mad? You don’t even have the fucking personality to just be friends with me?...
Ashaleyeyeyey
hahaha oh my lord. Well I guess it may be better to get the silent treatment then have them screaming at you, but seriously you’re 18 years old and you’re moving out in just alittle while. It’s not the worse thing you could’ve done!
I want
to be in love again. I want you to be in love with me. I want you to realize what I’ve been trying to tell you and how I’ve been trying to explain how I feel about you. There’s still those two boys that I can’t get out of my head no matter how hard I may try. Love is the greatest thing, yet the worst. I feel like my heart is in pieces but I want it so badly to be put...